Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Why as an INTJ do I procrastinate on writing papers?

One thing I would like to find out is why I stress and procrastinate soooo much and put off writing articles/papers thta don't interest me for months until the last possible moment. If we are such good strategic planners, I don't understand whey I can't just start writing and get it over with. It never works. I've almost giving up on school because I hate to write when forced too and I just procrastinate.
Oddly enough when I look back at my writing/papers, they are so professional and done exceptionally well, and that it surprises me why I struggle. Complex.
But in no way to I EVER procrastinate in other areas of my life - (I'm never ever late, I am so conscious of time and what I need to do to accomplish my plan(s). Just strange.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

This one goes out to Esther; Both of them

I finally got this blog unblocked, and want to start writing again. So in dedication to the two Esther's closes to me in my life; Here is to the start of hopefully a long blog writing career. (Yeah right).

Esther #1: My Daughter and all my happiness in life. She is everything a person could want in a child. A perfect blessing and pride of my life.

Esther #2: Best Army friend and Soldier who's upfront and unmatched ability to tell the truth and see behing every human's facade and mask is quite unique.

Writing, like running is an outlet. Both are detested and avoided at all costs especially when forced to do so against ones will. No one likes to run, no one looks forward to it, but after they're done, they love it and are elated to have accomplished a difficult task. Writing is the same. I hate the task set before me when thinking of writing, but after I'm done, I look back in amazement that I produced a wonderful piece of communicative art. Only in writing do you have the ability to truly communicate what you want to say.

This is a good enough start for now.